♥ All.For.Eternity.Endless.Fortune.Ambiguity

date of incident happened
Tuesday, March 31, 2009 |7:55:00 PM

am i going to face the worse day of my life?

or the other way round?

we'll see what happens

date of incident happened
Sunday, March 29, 2009 |7:06:00 PM

maybe i am being too much?

maybe i am too responsive?

maybe i am thinking too much?

am i?

date of incident happened
|6:26:00 PM

felt so cold.

felt so numb.

felt so uneasy.

am i not protective?

am i being irresponsible of what i am?

am i being unreliable?

What is this silence telling me?

is it telling me to stay away from your life?

please tell me.

i am going insane.

i admit that everything is my fault.

i just want US to be just like the times when we will go crazy for each other.

date of incident happened
Saturday, March 21, 2009 |2:38:00 AM

20th of March is a very special day for

someone!

Someone who is very special to me.

Someone whom i care about in my life.

Someone whom i cherish most.

and Someone whom i Love with all my heart.

Love can never be interpreted in words.

no matter how many times you try to convince your partner, partly, it doesnt work.

Its all in a matter of Appreciation, the little things you do for your partner and ofcourse being loyal.

Today i spent my day rushing here and there.

preparing stuffs.

but as the sun sets, and dusk is just at the corner, the night became a reality.

*Whatever you do, just don't give up*

i picked her up.

she looked totally gorgeous in this black toga-dress...is that how its spelled?

i was stunned!

soo we took a cab to Fish&Co.

stepped on some mud.

managed to wipe it off while otw.

she kept on asking, where are we going?

i just giggled as i duwana tell her coz i wana make a surprise.

soo reached at Fish&Co.

queue was pretty long.

managed to "cut-queue".

seated.

Did really stupid stuffs.

but im not gonna write it down.

coz its really dumb+stupid.

soo cut the crap.

ordered.

chat about stuffs.

something happened which i duwana put it here. confidential.

and~ while almost finishing the food, me and zac managed to play a special birthday gift song.

it's called Kekasih Gelapku by Ungu (Purple in English)

well, i managed to put a smile on her face =D

sweeet lah her smile.

it gives me this warm feeling in my heart...

soo we left the place.

one thing i missed..

her bday cake!

i left it at Fish&Co.

so went back and took it.

soo we head home by mrt.

chat.

laughters.

closure.

deep feelings.

deep thoughts.

smiles.

eyes.

We saunter by the park.

just cherishing every single moment.

haha i thought of sending her to her door then leave.

instead i went IN!

but its a good thing anyway. can chill there...

opened up her bday cake.

and~ "Happy Birthday to you........"

her bro is Active!

* has to describe with the capital "A" *

so took pictures and vids.

ate a slice of cake.

and its CREAM-TIME!

*swipe*

washed after that.

then chao!

the bus is still available but...

I want to take a cab coz i just wana spend time with her.

chat chat chat till we dont realise about the time.

in the end, managed to stop the conversation.

haha!

until her mom called!! jeez~

i love you

i love you

i hope i made your day <3

i love you

i love you

date of incident happened
Wednesday, March 18, 2009 |8:27:00 PM

life is hard i must say.

i have to do whatever it takes to avoid breaking down in pieces.

well right now i have this urge of shouting out loud until theres no voice.

but the feeling sucks i tell you.

you never know, my anger might rise like a volcano is about to erupt.

date of incident happened
|12:26:00 AM

18-March-09

went to study with her @ esplanade.

and i reached 5mins earlier than her! phew~ what an improvement.

she studied hadith..or is that how it is being spelled?

i studied DMT.

managed to get chap. 19&20 in my head.

stopped around dusk.

chatted.

laughed.

giggled.

simpathy.

smiled.

bluek-ed!

then we head to raffles city to get some J.Co's

sat at a park.

i had my bread,

then the donuts,

then fried noodles.

*this is the SurprisinG part*

while i was ENJOYING my fooodah!

suddenly it "started" to rain.

got 65% wet..

i think YOU'RE 80% wet ah~

hehe!

wait till i have my sweeeet revenge.

THEN AH~

another "trick" came down her sleeve.

we were talking about Gilera motorcycles.

she told me that it's an automatic bike. which means that u dont have to gear-up or down.

then i fell for her "trick" sia.

she told me that there is a button to reverse the bike.

and i went "ohh issit?! waah~"

she said "motor mana ada reverse gear!"

then she laughed and laughed all she could.

until theres no voice coming out from her..

imagine that a person like me could be soo dumb until it seemed totally funny that actually fell for it!

hahahahaha! OMG!

i was like damn sia!

i cant be THAT dumb right?! sheesh~

haiyo X)

so she laughed it all out until she cant anymore.

the weird thing is that i laughed about it too, i mean about my dumb-ness.

blablablaa~

took bus home..

slept.

woke up by "rain" again

how i wish my "wakup call" could be that REFRESHing..

was alil "heavy-sleepy" at that time.

sent her home.

******

then another TRICK came from her.

which made me panicked!

walaubaigaimanapun,
aku akan tetap mencintaimu
lebih dari apa pun

date of incident happened
Saturday, March 14, 2009 |3:49:00 PM

14 March 2009

went to meet her at bedok inter at 8:30AM!!

haha i know its really early but its worth waking up just to see her.

coz its been awhile since we went out.

& it felt like it's a MUST to see her.

so i put my alarm at 6:47am, but realised it an hour later.

so jumped up, and get ready within 25mins.

had plain water for breakfast.

brought bread for 2nd meal.

blablablaa

reached inter minutes later.

waited for her at the telephone booth.

after awhile she came, and i gave her a smileeee :D

sooo she brought this mini-guitar case lookalike.

apparently, it's a violin case. haha!

looks cool and it matched her clothes :P

Went to POSB to get important stuffs done.

then head to banquet and bought nasi ayam for her sis.

and apparently, her sis knows how to play the violin.

so we took 17.

waited quite long for the bus.

silly things happened. haha!!

"the wind is quite strong."

*piak!*

blur all of a sudden..

misunderstood about something :P

so the craziness managed to kill the time waiting.

so bus came. and shait i didnt know that her sis is studying at sacps

(must be pretty good)

blablablaa~

waited in the canteen.

hair do's.

handphones.

story-tellings.

expressions.

had breakfast.

fun until 1+

otw to eastpt. to get some stuffs.

oh yeah guess what. i was walking with her and this thing kept on buggin me.

Question: What do you call the person playing a violin?

Violinist right?
pronounced as "vai-ler-nees-st" right?

i ask her. she also have no idea.

violist? violinist?

so i asked her sis. and it seems that shes too shy to answer that. heehee

minutes after, we head to century sq to buy OCK for her bro.

then head home!

*one sweet thing happened.
*i was shocked&surprised

*you're my sunshine

date of incident happened
Tuesday, March 10, 2009 |8:08:00 PM

cried alone on my bed.
wishing you would call me.
wishing you would tell me that we're okay.

i dont wana fight over small stuffs anymore.
let's dont fight anymore.
come on~

:'(

date of incident happened
|8:05:00 PM

i miss you dear.
i miss you telling me that you love me, then goes with a kiss on my left cheek.

please....