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16/09/09

ZeeAvi's Concert @ st.James Powerhouse

few days ago. she gave me a text whether i'm free on Wednesday.

Obviously i said yes.

i mean come on man. it's been like what? 2months since we contacted each other.

So here's the plan. meet up with her under my block.

i got mistaken of meeting her at the mrt station .

so we chilled under the block.

catch up lots of stuffs.

bro came, and sang a phrase from ZeeAvi's song, Bitterheart.

and she went *uhheehee :) *

all shy and stuff.

her aunt fetched us.

had dinner at a Thai restaurant somewhere in Clarke quay.

photos, chats, laughs and ahhem. Certain silence.

Left the place, went to the gents.

chatted abit to kill time.

waited for her and her aunt.

felt the presence of awkwardness.

sat in the car. waited.

dead silence.

wonders in my head.

sped to st.James.

i will never forget the experience in the car, i swear.

it was the most thrilling ride i ever had.

i know she was scared and we were almost flying from one end to the other of the backseat.

*hold tight!*

haaa~ i miss those...

anyway, reached powerhouse.

waited for her aunt's cliques.

i introduce myself to one of her aunt's friend.

so waiting around round round.

1st time in the powerhouse was a hell-of-an experience.

theres lights and full house songs. i don't really know why they call them that way.

i thought the place was big. but it could fit probably a quarter of a soccer field.

chilled.

ordered drinks.

chill ah. it's not alco-drinks.

like are you crazy?

so we had some cola.

chatter with her.

all the "jakun" part comes in.

minutes later, ZeeAvi came.

played her songs.

i gotta tell ya, to those who didn't catch the performance, is such a waste.

good job Zee!

she is super talented i tell ya!

oh well..

after the performance there are autographs sessions, meet-up sessions.

you went away w/o me knowing.

aww~ come on.

poor thing that she felt kinda dizzy.

so she decided to take a sit at our corner.

the Universal manager called us to meet ZeeAvi.

haha i was like "WOAH!" on the inside.

but i said, "hey zee! my name's Zaki....."

she was so happy to meet Zee.

Zee was shocked to see her cousin dressed nicely for the night.

since there were people waiting for us to go, we decided to leave and hopefully to meet her later after everything ends.

*to be continued*

Hello guys.

it's me.

yeah i'm back, eventually.

don't think that something happy happened to me that made me resurrected the blog.

it's just random thought.

though......

put all worries/confusions aside, let's put it this way, i never felt this way.

the feeling of being able to do your own stuffs w/o any disturbance.

but i won't put it as you are a disturbance.

you are not.

you were never a disturbance.

yet you put me in a different position, a better one.

*hmph* i can't believe time have passed so fast.

you know yourself that i am talking about you.

if you're reading this... hmm just to tell ya that i hope you're happy with what you're going through now.

i know you've been waiting to be on your own huh?

you've been giving me pranks and stuffs.

why huh?

is that really the way to find out my true feelings for you.

i mean.. Can't you see? for the past times i've been giving it all for you.

insisting on slacking at your place was the in-thing.

helping with your work.

watching you stress all about your work was really cute of you.

in fact, you were enjoying it huh?

sorry, i guess that was a bad joke.

having dinner with your family.

play with your siblings, cousins was an experience never to forget.

not to mention you too.

oh well fate/takdir is inevitable.

nan don punirago~

oh oh only for you.