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It's Monday, May 11th, 2009
7:10pm

i got home like a normal nerdy boy would do.

when the bell tells us that it's time to go, then it's time to go.

i'm just a normal average guy who has different capabilities.

i enjoyed singing as much as people do.

i still can't find my true voice yet, you know.

it felt like you're trying to be someone you're not.

although i adore rain's vocal strength but when it comes to singing his songs, i tend to sound LIKE him.

and to be a professional singer/artist, you gotta find you comfortable spot which you can relax and just let the tone of your voice flow along your vocal chords/box.

and i tend to "force" my voice?? which i don't get it.

There was once that she told me that i tend to sing from my nose, not from my diaphragm.

i know how it feels like singing from my diaphragm, but when it comes to high, difficult notes, i tend to force it out from my throat (which i am not supposed to..) , rather than using my diaphragm to control it.

TIP: you gotta relax your muscles on your throat and also use the correct breathing techniques in order to get a good result.

*It takes a whole lot of practice!

i enjoyed playing the guitar although i am still getting used to switching in different chords and stuffs.

(ugh..my neck aches)

gotta get used to it.

SO! back to reality, i've been mugging these days.

i don't intend on continuing my studies to higher nitec because:-

1. It grabs a whole lot of your lifetime

2. You gotta stick with the same old rules: uniform.

3. You gotta make new friends.

4. You gotta start all over again. But deeper in a sense that your challenges are way tougher.

5. You have to go around the bush for 2 YEARS in order to get to polytechnic.

+ i can't afford to lose this opportunity.
+ i need to get to poly after ite.

Adios!

*Still Loving you as always*